Apnakarachi Submissions

If I have to say it everyday, I will!To convince myself I no longer love you.Still, I cannot forget...The evil of your spoken words.   I hate you for all you are!   I hate you for ripping my heart apart!   I hate you for all your spoken lies!   I hate you for not wanting us to be!The pains of the past are where you shall stay.A blocked memory, youll be.I convince myself, no longer that I love you still.It brings to much misery.   I hate you for not caring,   I hate you for pushing me away,   I hate you for wasting a year of my life,   I hate you!I let you into my life.I told you things Id tell no one else.I trusted you,I believed you,Worst of all... I loved you!NO longer shall you have my heart,I dont cry out for you at night anymore.You deceived me,You betrayed me...And everything I stand for.All I can do is hate you now.Thats the only way I wont love you.If I have to say it everyday I will!but so far..its not working.